thousands are sailing
the same self the only self

self willed the peril of a thousand fates

a line of infinite ends finite finishing
the one remains oblique and pure

arching to the single point of
consciousness

find yourself
starting back
-

where are
   where are monsters in dreams
                        in dreams



2008-03-03 - A lot of old feelings (1507)
2007-12-12 - Always surprised (1506)
2007-11-15 - Splashdown (1505)
2007-05-15 - Time goes too fast (1504)
2007-03-03 - It's march now (1503)
2007-02-21 - Just shameful (1502)
2007-02-05 - I bought my ticket just now (1501)
2006-12-24 - A lot of seconds (1500)
2006-12-14 - 1500 - 1
2006-12-13 - Friendship (1498)
2006-12-07 - Replacement boyfriend: Just add tears (1497)
2006-12-03 - High school (1496)
2006-12-03 - i need to sleep always kills me (1495)
2006-11-27 - I don't want to bother you (1494)
2006-11-26 - I'll lay down a tarp first (1493)
2006-11-22 - Divergence (1492)
2006-11-17 - who does that! (1491)
2006-11-10 - too many entries with "fucking" in them (1490)
2006-11-06 - Sunlight required (1489)
2006-11-01 - Clearly has too many feelings (1488)
2006-11-01 - Love you (1487)
2006-10-27 - Around, mostly (1486)
2006-10-24 - To a lot of people (1485)
2006-10-20 - Tired, but good, you know? (1484)
2006-10-14 - Six years (1483)
2006-10-13 - No appropriate title? (1482)
2006-10-10 - With a y in her name (1481)
2006-10-09 - Good times, good times (1480)
2006-10-07 - Unwholesome attraction (1479)
2006-10-04 - Alcohol and drugs (1478)
2006-10-01 - It's go-time (1477)
2006-09-27 - Maybe it's the tequila talking... (1476)
2006-09-25 - Continuity, again (1475)
2006-09-24 - I need to clean this place up (1474)
2006-09-23 - in a heartbeat (1473)
2006-09-20 - Autismal roots (1472)
2006-09-16 - fireballs! (1471)
2006-09-12 - phoo said the photo (1470)
2006-09-11 - 9/11 x 5 (1469)
2006-09-07 - Some changes around here... (1468)
2006-09-05 - Not Em, this time (1467)
2006-08-30 - Personal frustration (1466)
2006-08-28 - Elsewhere (1465)
2006-08-26 - This could go either way, really (1464)
2006-08-22 - Curse your inevitable betrayal (1463)
2006-08-21 - Starting tomorrow.... (1462)
2006-08-19 - i'm a huge failure (1461)
2006-08-18 - Momentary uncertainty (1460)
2006-08-18 - Up to no good (1459)
2006-08-17 - Words elsewhere (1458)
2006-08-11 - Cusp (1457)
2006-08-08 - One year later, same topic (1456)
2006-08-06 - There's always someone else (1455)
2006-08-06 - It's been nearly a year (1454)
2006-08-05 - farewell ungrateful traitor (1453)
2006-08-02 - Limitations (1452)
2006-08-01 - Course: uncertain (1451)
2006-07-27 - Tastes so sweet (1450)
2006-07-24 - Irresistable (1449)
2006-07-23 - Informative, it's not (1448)
2006-07-21 - Thank you for everything (1447)
2006-07-20 - Disguised intentions (1446)
2006-07-19 - Small, sweet failings (1445)
2006-07-18 - sordid, sordid (1444)
2006-07-16 - I love her, but I can do this (1443)
2006-07-15 - Fantasies (1442)
2006-07-13 - What day is it tomorrow? (1441)
2006-07-12 - Confidence (1440)
2006-07-11 - Kraken (1439)
2006-07-10 - Life goes on (1438)
2006-07-09 - Two weeks have passed (1437)
2006-07-09 - Mental battles (1436)
2006-07-07 - Horrifying revelation (1435)
2006-07-06 - Echoed limerence (1434)
2006-07-05 - It must be spring (1433)
2006-07-04 - Complications (1432)
2006-07-03 - Petulant (1431)
2006-07-02 - Endorphinium (1430)
2006-07-02 - 1429 (Clarity)
2006-07-01 - Quixtar (1428)
2006-06-30 - Erratic memories (1427)
2006-06-30 - pain (1426)
2006-06-28 - Chimeric dreams (1425)
2006-06-28 - Illusory progress! (1424)
2006-06-27 - They trickle away (1423)
2006-06-25 - Headrush (1422)
2006-06-24 - Planche (1421)
2006-06-23 - Cult-like (1420)
2006-06-22 - Mud waves (1419)
2006-06-21 - Stay and cuddle me (1418)
2006-06-21 - Meow, she said as I smiled (1417)
2006-06-19 - I will succeed (1416)
2006-06-17 - Echo in so much space (1415)
2006-06-16 - Light/dark (1414)
2006-06-14 - Keep your wits about you (1413)
2006-06-13 - You know I love you so (1412)
2006-06-12 - Loved beauty (1411)
2006-06-11 - ruptions (1410)
2006-06-10 - Diaryland banners make me angry (1409)
2006-06-09 - One day off (1408)
2006-06-08 - The Closet (1407)
2006-06-07 - Dreading work again (1406)
2006-06-06 - There'll be changes (1405)
2006-06-05 - Email anxiety (1404)
2006-06-05 - Please say you need me (1403)
2006-06-04 - Not going to happen (1402)
2006-06-03 - It's quiet tonight (1401)
2006-06-02 - Learning process (1400)
2006-06-01 - I'm learning (1399)
2006-05-31 - You know how I feel (1398)
2006-05-31 - This strange effect on me (1397)
2006-05-31 - Maintaining Dignity (1369)
2006-05-30 - Cycles in life (1395)
2006-05-30 - Change of plans (1394)
2006-05-30 - Humidity dulls eloquence (1393)
2006-05-29 - My fan fucking lied to me (1392)
2006-05-27 - Moments in time and space
2006-05-27 - This entry seems to be broken 1390
2006-05-27 - I like where this is going (1389)
2006-05-26 - explosive force (1388)
2006-05-25 - She was in Grade 11, for starters (1387)
2006-05-24 - Thinking alike (1386)
2006-05-24 - she won't miss me (1385)
2006-05-24 - unending bleakness (1384)
2006-05-23 - On my Own (1383)
2006-05-22 - And a big thank you (1382)
2006-05-22 - bed time now to rest that brain (1381)
2006-05-21 - homework in a sense (1380)
2006-05-21 - Foxes (1379)
2006-05-21 - I miss her more than sunshine (1378)
2006-05-21 - ***+++ Resolutions and endings (1377)
2006-05-20 - Contrition (1376)
2006-05-20 - learning experience (1375)
2006-05-20 - Even keel (1374)
2006-05-19 - 1373 - break up break down
2006-05-19 - (shame) 1372
2006-05-19 - i don't how this happened (1371)
2006-05-19 - I know better now (1370)
2006-05-13 - Event Horizon 1369
2006-05-11 - Missing you already. (1368)
2006-05-10 - limping to the end (1367)
2006-05-09 - THERAPY, YAY! (1366)
2006-05-08 - like clotted coffee grounds (1365)
2006-05-07 - tossing andf turning (1364)
2006-05-07 - sometimes I repeat things (1363)
2006-05-06 - Accelerants (1362)
2006-05-05 - smelling lithium (1361)
2006-05-05 - slope implosion (1360)
2006-05-04 - mouth love (1359)
2006-05-03 - It's time to leave (1358)
2006-05-01 - one-three-five-seven (1357)
2006-05-01 - gasping failure (1356)
2006-04-30 - Glibness (1355)
2006-04-28 - Who's your daddy? (1354)
2006-04-26 - UNSETTLED (1353)
2006-04-25 - bleary mundane
2006-04-24 - desucofnu (1351)
2006-04-21 - (1350)
2006-04-18 - These things just happen (1349)
2006-04-17 - jangled perceptions (1348)
2006-04-16 - Spring dawning 2006 (1347)
2006-04-15 - Missing her (1346)
2006-04-13 - EMILEMILLIE (1345)
2006-04-13 - Don't choke don't choke (1344)
2006-04-12 - oh damn it (1343)
2006-04-11 - Achingly close (1342)
2006-04-10 - heart clench (1341)
2006-04-09 - Cool breeze brushing warmth (1340)
2006-04-08 - A short play (1339)
2006-04-07 - Perforated sphere (1338)
2006-04-05 - Appropriately 1337 (1337)
2006-04-04 - Do you ever see me twitch? (1336)
2006-04-03 - Anti-psychotic (1335)
2006-04-03 - I like where this diary is going (1334)
2006-04-02 - Unutterable fourth (1333)
2006-03-31 - Illicit. (1332)
2006-03-29 - Division (1331)
2006-03-29 - Clarity (1330)
2006-03-29 - Ridiculous (1329)
2006-03-28 - Betrayer of Ideals (1328)
2006-03-26 - Vicsitude (1327)
2006-03-25 - Queen of Blades (1326)
2006-03-24 - scritching (1325)
2006-03-22 - Unappreciated vices (1324)
2006-03-21 - And they said e-gold was dumb (1323)
2006-03-20 - vvvortexxx (1322)
2006-03-19 - program glitches (1321)
2006-03-18 - fragmented history (1320)
2006-03-16 - It's late, says the parking ticket (1319)
2006-03-15 - anytime (1318)
2006-03-14 - heart-wrenching (1317)
2006-03-14 - appropriate (1316)
2006-03-11 - I need you so much closer (1315)
2006-03-11 - Stranger ideas (1314)
2006-03-06 - End times (1313)
2006-03-05 - Dying, dreaming (1312)
2006-03-03 - 10:59pm (1311)
2006-03-02 - Well put, theOnion (1310)
2006-03-02 - I'm nervous (1309)
2006-03-02 - this layout has to change (1308)
2006-02-27 - Where bones are glass (1307)
2006-02-26 - This is not what I had in mind (1306)
2006-02-23 - hmph (1305)
2006-02-21 - Homeland Security (1304)
2006-02-19 - Heartbreak (1303)
2006-02-17 - And I'm worse than I seem #2 (1302)
2006-02-11 - special (1301)
2006-02-08 - Conflict of Interest (1300)
2006-02-04 - This diary is about Kat (1299)
2006-02-03 - my only sunshine (1298)
2006-02-03 - Philosophy vs psychology (1297)
2006-02-01 - Vortex (1296)
2006-01-31 - This is just a moment in time (1295)
2006-01-29 - Wicked.
2006-01-27 - tick (1293)
2006-01-27 - Chronological desire (1292)
2006-01-25 - And long one out to left field! (1291)
2006-01-23 - This diary started too late (1290)
2006-01-22 - At least my blood is good? (1289)
2006-01-20 - revised (1288)
2006-01-19 - All right, enough stalling (1287)
2006-01-17 - Uh, hmm, well then. (1286)
2006-01-16 - A new entry!1!``!
2006-01-05 - The end is near (1284)
2005-12-23 - An undescribable sadness (1283)
2005-12-04 - Christmas tree lights (1282)
2005-11-30 - Stubborn (1281)
2005-11-23 - (1280)
2005-11-15 - (1279)
2005-11-12 - New plan (1278)
2005-11-07 - (1277)
2005-11-07 - Sadness (1276)
2005-11-04 - Answer (1275)
2005-11-03 - Bland (1274)
2005-10-26 - Pattern recognition (1273)
2005-10-11 - Thanksgiving (1272)
2005-10-09 - Whipped cream and chains (1271)
2005-10-07 - We shall turn this land to ash! (1270)
2005-10-06 - Unseasonably warm (1269)
2005-09-29 - (1268)
2005-09-24 - Purpose (1267)
2005-09-22 - Let's hope it was just a dream (1266)
2005-09-18 - Journey from nowhere in particular (1265)
2005-09-15 - The elaboration is unnecessary (1264)
2005-09-12 - Yearning (1263)
2005-09-10 - Status update (1262)
2005-09-08 - Life Failure (1261)
2005-09-07 - Achievement (1260)
2005-09-03 - Is "clothes" a valid word? (1259)
2005-09-02 - Late night reading (1258)
2005-09-01 - Tip of the tongue (1257)
2005-08-30 - Bad choices (1256)
2005-08-29 - Red pill (1255)
2005-08-28 - Two liters (1254)
2005-08-27 - Plow (1253)
2005-08-25 - CTF (1252)
2005-08-24 - Utilitarian (1251)
2005-08-23 - I may have just committed a crime. (1250)
2005-08-20 - Bone-tired (1249)
2005-08-20 - I lie to myself (1248)
2005-08-19 - Holding my breath (1247)
2005-08-17 - My heartbeat is quiet (1246)
2005-08-14 - Chain of events. (1245)
2005-08-13 - Strong weak weak strong weak weak (1244)
2005-08-12 - It's all connected (1243)
2005-08-11 - Everything in its place (1242)
2005-08-10 - After-effects (1241)
2005-08-10 - UNEXPECTED DEVELOPMENT! (1240)
2005-08-08 - Unexpected development (1239)
2005-08-07 - Shit, guys! (1238)
2005-08-07 - Choosing sides (1237)
2005-08-06 - The sun filtered through the leaves (1236)
2005-08-05 - Circumspect forbiddance (1235)
2005-08-05 - One two three four! (1234)
2005-08-04 - Reticence (1233)
2005-08-03 - Cheers! (1232)
2005-08-03 - She said, he said (1231)
2005-08-02 - To the point. (1230)
2005-08-01 - Ominous warning (1229)
2005-08-01 - It's like a moan and a grunt, kids. (1228)
2005-07-31 - Oscillating (1227)
2005-07-30 - Kalimdor is ours. (1226)
2005-07-30 - Forced entry (1225)
2005-07-28 - Soloing (1224)
2005-07-26 - Keeping my mind off of things (1223)
2005-07-25 - Pondering (1222)
2005-07-22 - I am full of screams (1221)
2005-07-21 - (1220)
2005-07-21 - Productive (1219)
2005-07-20 - Coal-tar mixture (1218)
2005-07-19 - 29,000 hits (1217)
2005-07-19 - Tight-lipped (1216)
2005-07-18 - The humidex is high too (1215)
2005-07-18 - That's gotta be it (1214)
2005-07-18 - Awe (1213)
2005-07-17 - 1212!
2005-07-16 - I DEFINITELY said something wrong (1211)
2005-07-14 - Persuasive force (1210)
2005-07-13 - Timber! (1209)
2005-07-12 - Gear shift #1 (1208)
2005-07-11 - HIJACKING (1207)
2005-07-10 - Need weapon (1206)
2005-07-09 - Like I could breathe acid (1205)
2005-07-08 - To the points (1204)
2005-07-07 - Well, ya see. (1203)
2005-07-05 - Insousciance (1202)
2005-07-04 - Corrupted file loss (1201)
2005-07-02 - Anti-climatic 1200th entry! (1200)
2005-06-26 - Sodium Hydroxide (1199)
2005-06-25 - DAMN YOU MEDDLING KIDS (1198)
2005-06-25 - Rebuttal (1197)
2005-06-24 - Impulsiveness +1 (1196)
2005-06-21 - Beginning of the end (1195)
2005-06-20 - Must... resist... (1194)
2005-06-19 - I don't have words (1193)
2005-06-18 - I'm depressing! (1192)
2005-06-17 - New plan (1191)
2005-06-17 - Flinching (1190)
2005-06-16 - Aphotic tidings (1189)
2005-06-15 - Boom! (1188)
2005-06-14 - Only worried through tension (1187)
2005-06-13 - Belonging (1186)
2005-06-12 - Firm assertion (1185)
2005-06-12 - Gasping through filth (1184)
2005-06-11 - And four to go (1183)
2005-06-09 - Three to get ready (1182)
2005-06-08 - Two for the show (1181)
2005-06-07 - One for the money (1180)
2005-06-06 - Gaia (1179)
2005-06-05 - FTW! (1178)
2005-06-04 - Want. Take. Have. (1177)
2005-06-03 - I'd rather be sleeping (1176)
2005-06-03 - A cautionary tale (1175)
2005-06-01 - Thrumming with foreboding (1174)
2005-05-31 - "Come alone" (1173)
2005-05-31 - Peach slices (1172)
2005-05-30 - "Lurkingly" (1171)
2005-05-29 - Mind the speedbumps (1170)
2005-05-28 - Grenade juggling (1169)
2005-05-27 - Sketchy proposition (1168)
2005-05-26 - Lay-ah (1167)
2005-05-25 - Damage Control (1166)
2005-05-24 - Wow, that's poor (1165)
2005-05-23 - Mind the falling glass (1164)
2005-05-23 - Continuity errors (1163)
2005-05-22 - Caution is required (1162)
2005-05-22 - A little unsettled (1161)
2005-05-21 - Meatbags (1160)
2005-05-20 - Not much to report (1159)
2005-05-19 - Headache at 2am (1158)
2005-05-18 - Failed claimants to the throne (1157)
2005-05-17 - I'm cleaning my room (1156)
2005-05-16 - Invitations (1155)
2005-05-16 - Pounding drums, pounding heart (1154)
2005-05-15 - mute (1153)
2005-05-14 - "Quick, Alex, get our pants!" (1152)
2005-05-14 - ...? (1151)
2005-05-13 - Plead the fifth (1150)
2005-05-12 - BEST. COMIC. EVAR. (1149)
2005-05-11 - How the? (1148)
2005-05-10 - I didn't get the job (1147)
2005-05-10 - I am blighted (1146)
2005-05-08 - Mediocre (1145)
2005-05-05 - Distant Lands (1144)
2005-05-04 - Empty and flat-lined (1143)
2005-05-03 - Cosmic alignments (1142)
2005-05-01 - Paypal, e-gold a go(1141)
2005-04-30 - Filthy Lucre (1140)
2005-04-28 - Money, cash, greenbacks (1139)
2005-04-27 - Albertan Terms of Service (1138)
2005-04-25 - Tiki hut scammers! (1137)
2005-04-24 - That completely exhausted hum (1136)
2005-04-23 - He's a cool cat (1135)
2005-04-22 - Like a ball of elastics (1134)
2005-04-21 - From angry to tired (1133)
2005-04-21 - Two essays, two exams (1132)
2005-04-20 - Imminent Doom (1131)
2005-04-20 - I'm a sell-out! (1130)
2005-04-19 - Calculus part 2 (1129)
2005-04-19 - Calculus (1128)
2005-04-18 - The layout is mostly done (1127)
2005-04-17 - TITLE Capitals test
2005-04-17 - THE TITLE IS TOO BIG(1125)
2005-04-17 - My organs move like a squirm of eels (1124)
2005-04-16 - Not a personal commentary (1123)
2005-04-16 - Call of Duty tips and tricks (1122)
2005-04-16 - SUCCESS! (1121)
2005-04-15 - WOOT! (1120)
2005-04-15 - Time to perform, genius (1119)
2005-04-14 - It's ironic that I'm putting this here (1118)
2005-04-13 - Hm, yeah that plan. (1117)
2005-04-12 - Non-productive day (1116)
2005-04-12 - It's 5:30, son (1115)
2005-04-11 - Plan of Action (1114)
2005-04-10 - Actually... (1113)
2005-04-09 - Twelve hours (1112)
2005-04-09 - Cast Page '05 (1111)
2005-04-08 - Charge! (1110)
2005-04-07 - One week?! (1109)
2005-04-07 - All the small moments (1108)
2005-04-06 - I want to do something productive today! (1107)
2005-04-06 - April 06, 2005 (1106)
2005-04-05 - Germans and Hugh Grant (1105)
2005-04-05 - Drastic actions must be taken! (1104)
2005-04-04 - I didn't know who it was at first (1103)
2005-04-03 - The Diaryland Connection (1102)
2005-04-02 - Positive particles (1101)
2005-04-02 - Diary of rejection +2 (1100)
2005-04-01 - A Dissertation on Ebullience (1099)
2005-04-01 - The red-haired girl (1098)
2005-03-31 - Resolution (1097)
2005-03-30 - I should stop waiting for coffee and cry alone (1096)
2005-03-30 - A polite request (1095)
2005-03-29 - I'm a weird kid (1094)
2005-03-29 - Props to SugarPixie (1093)
2005-03-28 - Motionless anger (1092)
2005-03-27 - Shameless hypocrite (1091)
2005-03-26 - How many nights have I spent here? (1090)
2005-03-21 - Reassuring, yet pointless (1089)
2005-03-18 - Tahoma Skies (1088)
2005-03-17 - One sob at a time (1087)
2005-03-16 - A mouthful of toothpaste (1086)
2005-03-15 - Cracked husk (1085)
2005-03-13 - A whomping good time (1084)
2005-03-11 - Un (1083)
2005-03-11 - Cheap drunk , part deux (1082)
2005-03-10 - Cheap drunk (1081)
2005-03-09 - Lonely conversation (1080)
2005-03-08 - The Obsidian Cleaver
2005-03-07 - Watch for knitting needles, haunted couches, and museums (1078)
2005-03-06 - Such a Late Goodbye (1077)
2005-03-05 - I offer acceptance (1076)
2005-03-04 - Watch out for flies (1075)
2005-03-03 - Councilling, homework, and life, ho! (1074)
2005-03-02 - The Internet makes you stupid (1073)
2005-02-28 - Huhn... (1072)
2005-02-27 - Someone get me Joe Cavallo's address (1071)
2005-02-27 - Wishing for Grand Central (1070)
2005-02-26 - Unattractive sickliness (1069)
2005-02-25 - Dinner (1068)
2005-02-25 - Stand clear: Trainwreck in progress (1067)
2005-02-24 - Reading Week > 50% (1066)
2005-02-24 - Pounding (1065)
2005-02-23 - Wideband transmission (1064)
2005-02-22 - Toxic waste and bleached bones (1063)
2005-02-21 - Knock knock (1062)
2005-02-19 - It's been real (1061)
2005-02-19 - Ionia Growth (1060)
2005-02-17 - Creamy thighs (1059)
2005-02-15 - Excelsior, the Mysterious (1058)
2005-02-15 - Aeria Gloris (1057)
2005-02-14 - Tense like a cable (1056)
2005-02-13 - Cotton eye Joe (1055)
2005-02-12 - I'm sober, really #2 (1054)
2005-02-11 - A married girl bought me drinks (1053)
2005-02-10 - Vacuum lips (1052)
2005-02-09 - Something with stun batons (1051)
2005-02-08 - Modulated (1050)
2005-02-07 - Contrition (1049)
2005-02-06 - DC'ed/PBF (1048)
2005-02-05 - Subluxation (1047)
2005-02-04 - Reserved Dogs (1046)
2005-02-03 - gender/sex (1045)
2005-02-02 - There are things I can't say anymore
2005-02-01 - "friends with benefits" (1043)
2005-01-31 - OW! (1042)
2005-01-31 - 2 years and 9 months (-1041-)
2005-01-30 - Kingston, Jan/2005 (1040)
2005-01-28 - SimCity 4 Rush Hour Crack Installation Problem Bittorrent (1039)
2005-01-27 - Needles... in... brain! (1038)
2005-01-25 - Corporate Whore (1037)
2005-01-25 - Parasite Eve Encore (1036)
2005-01-24 - Sleep you git (1035)
2005-01-22 - Kapwing! (1034)
2005-01-19 - Where the wind blows (1033)
2005-01-17 - Space Cowboy (-1032-)
2005-01-16 - The paragraps get longer, then short!
2005-01-15 - My night in six words (1030)
2005-01-14 - Some sort of justice (1029)
2005-01-13 - (1028) Feeling sort of defeated
2005-01-12 - I wonder why people post on GH
2005-01-11 - Typos bug me
2005-01-10 - Last Christmas weekend this year
2005-01-08 - Move north, now.
2005-01-06 - This isn't legal
2005-01-05 - Simplicity
2005-01-04 - It's nighttime!
2005-01-03 - wtfretorted
2004-12-30 - A literary photoalbum
2004-12-29 - Tomorrow might be -good-
2004-12-28 - Party party kyaaaah!
2004-12-26 - Boxing day surprise!
2004-12-25 - Merry Christmas everyone
2004-12-24 - My last day of being 18
2004-12-23 - Painfully apt
2004-12-20 - I roll twenties
2004-12-17 - Buy me a dictionary
2004-12-16 - Treiben ohne Schwerkraft
2004-12-11 - "then we kissed. with tongue."
2004-12-10 - Surprise!
2004-12-09 - (As an aside, I'm sad tonight)
2004-12-08 - /p shortdescription /p
2004-12-06 - December 6th
2004-12-05 - Like today, for instance
2004-12-03 - At least someone's keeping her warm
2004-12-02 - DDR songs (non-sequitered!)
2004-12-01 - Snow! Snooooow!
2004-11-28 - 1000e - Last rites
2004-11-22 - 1000d - Testament
2004-11-16 - 1000c - Crisis
2004-11-04 - 1000b - Lull in the entries...
2004-10-31 - 1000a - The Early Days
2004-10-28 - Kindred spirit
2004-10-27 - Two entries from a thousand
2004-10-26 - Calhoun, master of feminism! hurrah!
2004-10-26 - Tea leaves sounds peaceful
2004-10-25 - Eugoogly
2004-10-24 - Women's Issues and rainbows
2004-10-22 - Screeching, Halo, and the To-ma-to
2004-10-21 - what the hell???
2004-10-20 - Assuaged
2004-10-15 - I like how she says my name
2004-10-14 - I should have gone to bed, eh?
2004-10-13 - Alcohol thesis
2004-10-12 - Hold me tight
2004-10-07 - Get it on Crazy Penis
2004-10-06 - In pursuit of 5%
2004-10-05 - Rage
2004-10-04 - panic panic panic
2004-10-03 - I need to get things in order
2004-10-02 - they really fly!
2004-10-01 - I checked!
2004-09-30 - I really hope those weren't premonitions
2004-09-30 - To whit
2004-09-28 - bottles and oceans (and random acts of kindness)
2004-09-26 - my chest feels empty
2004-09-25 - I'm thinking of need again
2004-09-23 - Another day gone by
2004-09-21 - Twiceborn
2004-09-20 - I should really buy those books
2004-09-15 - My reading's done, at least
2004-09-13 - Between Poli Sci and Philosophy
2004-09-11 - Calling, calling, spirits rising and falling
2004-09-08 - fshoom! Tea at 2 am!
2004-09-02 - I built a desk today! Twice!
2004-08-31 - It's my last day of work tomorrow
2004-08-29 - My room is dusty, too
2004-08-28 - stupid carpets
2004-08-25 - flitter flutter
2004-08-24 - but we won that one!
2004-08-23 - that son of a bitch
2004-08-22 - mephitic wallowing!
2004-08-20 - rattle rattle!
2004-08-17 - teleforeshadowing
2004-08-15 - Relaxation ahead
2004-08-13 - Duty calls!
2004-08-13 - email bliss
2004-08-10 - introspective mouth-breathing troglodites
2004-08-09 - The blood in my head
2004-08-06 - Things not to do at night...
2004-08-03 - of course, it's time for work now :(
2004-08-02 - Looking for a witty title
2004-07-26 - work is getting harder
2004-07-25 - i need more land!
2004-07-25 - runs off!
2004-07-19 - I thought no one else noticed that!
2004-07-18 - She's not good with this sort of thing
2004-07-17 - Sometimes, this is all I can think of:
2004-07-15 - snarl
2004-07-13 - Mm, hypnosis
2004-07-09 - Under construction
2004-07-07 - I'd need a good name
2004-07-05 - It was my first day at work today!
2004-07-03 - Erudite opinions
2004-06-28 - Cliché suspicion
2004-06-28 - Gotta love the timing
2004-06-26 - Prom Night 2004
2004-06-23 - UMS
2004-06-19 - Quixotic and lachrymose
2004-06-18 - This is my D&D group
2004-06-13 - Server overload
2004-06-03 - Coins, Ebola, Queen's, and Becky
2004-05-31 - chicken burgers and cuddling
2004-05-25 - Box 'o' writing
2004-05-24 - End of year homework
2004-05-24 - ohmygoodness
2004-05-23 - beer bad!
2004-05-21 - early friday bedtime
2004-05-19 - It's nearly 7 and I'm still useless
2004-05-19 - iPhoto cycle
2004-05-16 - my cd burner is slow
2004-05-15 - D&D threesome!
2004-05-11 - nearly... thursday
2004-05-10 - Juice hair
2004-05-09 - hurrah for child-rearing
2004-05-07 - roffle
2004-05-04 - oh no! :0
2004-05-03 - Blood test part 2
2004-05-02 - It was a good one too
2004-04-30 - Mid-morning rant
2004-04-29 - Happy Birthday Shawna
2004-04-28 - Bimbo huntin' guide
2004-04-27 - Career planning
2004-04-25 - Puppetgal
2004-04-24 - Creeping for hypos
2004-04-22 - Romantic death warrant
2004-04-21 - The big hand's on 120 and the little hand's on E
2004-04-20 - What, you didn't come?
2004-04-18 - Ah well
2004-04-17 - Dibbs! Entry postponed!
2004-04-15 - the many uses of msn
2004-04-11 - Dem bones
2004-04-05 - wrist-biting
2004-04-02 - tears for giba
2004-03-28 - d20Mod, CoC, 3.5E
2004-03-26 - Queens! Giba giba!
2004-03-25 - Diablo 2 update for Chris
2004-03-25 - Aaah Queen's
2004-03-19 - Six dozen!
2004-03-18 - Must... get... set... items...
2004-03-17 - Spending bonanza!
2004-03-13 - (clip clip)
2004-03-10 - Outsider
2004-03-07 - Chania is secretely a good actor!
2004-03-03 - Itchy itchy!
2004-02-29 - 9 questions (886)
2004-02-29 - Good day with Kat (885)
2004-02-27 - I thought I needed that (884)
2004-02-24 - Guestbook! (883)
2004-02-24 - Aquaphobia (882)
2004-02-22 - With a pickaxe! (881)
2004-02-22 - Classical conditioning fun (880)
2004-02-20 - Goddamn dream! (879)
2004-02-16 - Phwee-pawp (878)
2004-02-15 - Valentine's Day (877)
2004-02-13 - "and I'm worse than I seem" (876)
2004-02-11 - Just an ordinary day (875)
2004-02-10 - Depressed, the word (874)
2004-02-08 - Virgins (873)
2004-02-07 - Nihil cogitas (872)
2004-02-03 - A Kingston themed make-up entry (871)
2004-01-30 - People are strange
2004-01-27 - Semester two tomorrow (869)
2004-01-26 - Things that were productive (868)
2004-01-25 - Pondering Failure (867)
2004-01-24 - Myth 2
2004-01-21 - A short rendition of my life (865)
2004-01-20 - (864)
2004-01-18 - Evangeline, cyberpimp (863)
2004-01-17 - Prelude to tests, teamplay, and tobagganing
2004-01-14 - Best afterschool ever (cold outside!)
2004-01-12 - Pursuit of stimulation
2004-01-11 - A brand spanking new epiphany
2004-01-07 - I have a lot more to say, but no motivation
2004-01-06 - Flip a coin or something
2004-01-05 - I really have to start making entries earlier
2004-01-04 - Bare bones entry, but I'm going to bed
2004-01-02 - No foolin with Hamlet and rifles
2004-01-02 - Girls really can sleep with whomever they want!
2004-01-01 - 2004
2003-12-27 - A very very bad mood
2003-12-25 - Christmas time, Christmas time...
2003-12-21 - Happy Solstice, clings!
2003-12-19 - The Canterbury Assembly
2003-12-16 - Buffet Procedure
2003-12-14 - Snowblowing you off
2003-12-14 - And that's the problem Sha
2003-12-13 - ...curses
2003-12-12 - Bleeding, cannibalism, and King Steve
2003-12-11 - Undvater!
2003-12-10 - Ominous Horoscope
2003-12-09 - Lovecraft, Irritable, Anal Chem, bottom
2003-12-08 - Hyah!
2003-12-04 - Jason the Psychopath
2003-12-01 - MOHAA completion and bday preliminary
2003-11-30 - I have the Flu
2003-11-28 - It would be cool to be like BB
2003-11-27 - Nesquikky goodness
2003-11-25 - Pheremones, or something
2003-11-25 - Poll results and Vick(y or i)
2003-11-23 - Just the poll this time
2003-11-22 - Tom Clancy vs Token Black Guy
2003-11-21 - Cue-to-cue!
2003-11-21 - [grins]
2003-11-21 - I should compliment people more often!
2003-11-20 - Some race and gender musings
2003-11-19 - All right, enough of this
2003-11-19 - 'struth, 'tis Nietzch!
2003-11-18 - Maybe ICQ is better.
2003-11-16 - There was no drama
2003-11-16 - 64.230.69.105
2003-11-16 - Soup it up, Chuck
2003-11-13 - **The last few years quotes**
2003-11-13 - The Boss says:
2003-11-12 - Agh! My eyes! Aieee!
2003-11-12 - All we need now is choereography!
2003-11-10 - Holee gawd tipawgrafee
2003-11-09 - minimalist approach to mcgill
2003-11-05 - Tropico download time (hospital postman)
2003-11-04 - Carotenoid!
2003-11-01 - Halloween and such and such
2003-10-28 - "We are dumbasses"
2003-10-26 - Updating out of habit
2003-10-22 - anger hath my breath
2003-10-21 - gta 4 sophie!
2003-10-12 - A quick note to Corinna
2003-10-12 - hospital accompaniment
2003-10-11 - meat-packing
2003-10-05 - Blossoms, Royaa's party!
2003-10-04 - the mayor of sha-ville
2003-09-30 - eraser of love
2003-09-29 - 800 - the biggest problem
2003-08-24 - self-improvement, feelings, sex
2003-08-01 - worrying at the end of july
2003-07-28 - 75 times in one sitting
2003-07-22 - paaaaaiiinnnt
2003-07-08 - night on the town with leah and jess
2003-07-06 - helter-skelter sociopaths!
2003-07-06 - someone make me finish the layout :P
2003-07-06 - hardly quality time
2003-07-05 - Chris' bday party didn't cheer me up
2003-07-03 - on blue wings layout
2003-07-03 - super happy combination
2003-07-02 - Canada Day
2003-07-01 - oh boy, vampirism!
2003-06-30 - wonderfully done jon!
2003-06-30 - green bracelets
2003-06-28 - Grad
2003-06-27 - Prom
2003-06-26 - damn you ambrosia!
2003-06-25 - The Party, the cottage, crawling
2003-06-17 - AGH! CAR! Paintball request
2003-06-15 - yonder over under
2003-06-14 - Friday the fucking 13th
2003-06-13 - friday 13, mean alex, nice becky, etc
2002-06-11 - High school
2003-06-01 - (775) Ephemeral Dreams
2003-05-25 - 570? Oh I get it
2003-05-25 - hero in the rain
2003-05-22 - the hero
2003-05-20 - beatoff = homework
2003-05-18 - demons
2003-05-11 - broken dread
2003-05-11 - eye-popping orgasm
2003-05-05 - cool spring afternoon
2003-05-04 - iambs and death boxes
2003-04-23 - black pudding
2003-04-12 - winds of change upon spring dawning
2003-04-06 - leash! leash! wahahaha
2003-03-31 - annoying dreams!
2003-03-31 - spring break
2003-03-29 - nettles
2003-03-28 - tara? really? wow
2003-03-27 - sweet dreams in the icy water
2003-03-26 - D&D addedenda and alice cd
2003-03-24 - bouncy ball
2003-03-22 - diseased
2003-03-16 - 12 months and LAN party!
2003-03-11 - old entries and corinna-myou
2003-03-10 - it hasn't happened
2003-03-08 - Getting sick again
2003-03-04 - just breathe... another day
2003-02-26 - hurrah
2003-02-23 - moving props
2003-02-22 - a little sad-boo
2003-02-20 - monkeys chucking fricken dice
2003-02-20 - shape of a girl, bullies
2003-02-18 - stuffs, sick, etc
2003-02-18 - pox! pox! wahahaha!
2003-02-16 - dream start and 11 month
2003-02-14 - valentine's day
2003-02-13 - breathing life
2003-02-13 - electric cord beauty
2003-02-13 - it hurts enough to finish me
2003-02-12 - perfect dark with alex
2003-02-12 - half-meds and d&d report
2003-02-11 - sad because she wants nothing
2003-02-10 - insightful
2003-02-10 - one more step and...
2003-02-09 - a damned riot
2003-02-09 - nas ne dogonjat rage
2003-02-06 - d&d worries, sick jon
2003-02-05 - naked, massie, blood
2003-02-04 - starting another layout change
2003-02-03 - possible negativity change
2003-02-03 - Rage
2003-02-01 - Challenger explodes!!!
2003-01-30 - bad people
2003-01-30 - Run Boris!
2003-01-30 - i can't believe she did that and writer
2003-01-28 - weakness meds
2003-01-28 - all the things she said
2003-01-27 - no energy i guess
2003-01-26 - 30 and metaphors
2003-01-23 - dead end?
2003-01-23 - falling apart for nac, kat, and bio
2003-01-23 - dumb, dumb, dumb parents
2003-01-23 - shutupshutup [cries]
2003-01-22 - mac os x
2003-01-19 - nerdslut
2003-01-19 - 10th anniversary bliss
2003-01-16 - drama isu
2003-01-15 - thanks mr massie and nazi contraception!
2003-01-14 - finished english isu and david's couch
2003-01-12 - to do: write and sketch and play
2003-01-11 - sacriligous essay writing
2003-01-11 - I need to recharge
2003-01-10 - depression once more
2003-01-09 - sloth
2003-01-08 - NEWER CAST LIST
2003-01-07 - Comics
2003-01-06 - This is how we reproduce, I swear
2003-01-05 - guess where i'm going tomorrow
2003-01-05 - weak in the knees, shawisland
2003-01-03 - (#.Dungeons and Dragons.#)
2003-01-02 - why does that bother me
2003-01-02 - why do i keep writing freedom
2003-01-01 - 2003
2002-12-31 - ending, red, ecstacy, white death
2002-12-30 - run jon
2002-12-30 - aileen's, jordan's home
2002-12-28 - back hurting, stadium escapades
2002-12-27 - Diaryland whacked bvizatch!
2002-12-27 - Diaryland!
2002-12-27 - trauma and rape
2002-12-26 - sickening hope
2002-12-26 - long entry, the onion, reflecting
2002-12-25 - what did I miss?
2002-12-25 - christmas!
2002-12-24 - layout gifts, s'pht yellow, and it's late
2002-12-23 - new layout, electra, playlists, grade 9
2002-12-22 - 9TH ANNIVERSARY, ADRIANNA, MUSIC
2002-12-21 - valerian suicide, love, st laurent
1999-12-18 - house of the dead shenanigans
2002-12-17 - i'm sleepy and i have stuff to do
2002-12-16 - Bio isu preperation
2002-12-15 - scary war, pot luck fools, anna?
2002-12-14 - tense, tired, old quotes, so sorry
2002-12-12 - noobie and oops sorry chris
2002-12-11 - big letters
2002-12-08 - corinna was right about music
2002-12-08 - Independant studies ho!
2002-12-07 - i banish guilt-trips for her love
2002-12-05 - nevermind about offbeat
2002-12-04 - judo locker rooms and lack of purity
2002-12-01 - the devil's entry
2002-11-30 - corinna, forest green, memories
2002-11-30 - bitter LANs and personal space
2002-11-27 - running away to British Columbia
2002-11-26 - because of a gb entry
2002-11-24 - dagenais story and prattling mom
2002-11-24 - candy canes and Bob Dagenais
2002-11-23 - backstage party, icy wind
2002-11-22 - kat's dress and total annihilation
2002-11-20 - "Er, can you vouch for his sanity?"
2002-11-19 - backstage; splint, drinks, fingercuffs
2002-11-18 - dress rehearsal and je pompe la nerf
2002-11-17 - nothing went wrong and twice for me
2002-11-14 - alex got it, yay!
2002-11-13 - not quite hamlet!
2002-11-13 - resume, time for hamlet essay!
2002-11-11 - parental priorities
2002-11-10 - not good enough at all
2002-11-07 - [hugs]
2002-11-06 - just a stupid failure
2002-11-04 - i need sleep
2002-11-03 - yes, yes they are
2002-11-03 - almost morning earth day
2002-11-03 - Lan party again... do these ever work?
2002-11-01 - lucky one
2002-10-31 - the rocky horror picture show
2002-10-30 - We have costumes!
2002-10-28 - 10 000 views
2002-10-28 - sliced eyeball!
2002-10-27 - i wonder if she liked it
2002-10-27 - disappointment and i have to chase her
2002-10-24 - migraine and no fun
2002-10-23 - the dark mouse girl at billings bridge
2002-10-22 - i'm talking to ian, and then kat
2002-10-20 - study time
2002-10-20 - i know i haven't been accurate
2002-10-17 - breaking point
2002-10-17 - pathetic fallacy; it was really rainy and cold
2002-10-16 - the boy with the cuts on his arm was the calm one
2002-10-15 - i think i'll kill myself by injecting booze some day
2002-10-14 - cold love
2002-10-14 - thanksgiving happiness
2002-10-13 - i think she deserves better
2002-10-13 - i upset people because i talk to them
2002-10-13 - sexual four-hour entry
2002-10-12 - 2 really deep and me on her tummy
2002-10-10 - i beat medal of honor but who cares?
2002-10-09 - 9 to 12 times over 26 minutes... now she's dead
2002-10-09 - prepubescent sounds like a bug
2002-10-08 - this entry is too long to name
2002-10-07 - and sometimes I write the right thing
2002-10-06 - stalling me
2002-10-06 - so very fickle (this is the 3rd entry today)
2002-10-06 - i should have said i love you
2002-10-06 - a desire
2002-10-03 - disillusioned
2002-09-30 - writing again?
2002-09-29 - porcelain dreams
2002-09-28 - stay with me (6th anniversary)
2002-09-28 - to the bedroom!
2002-09-27 - stupid rare music!
2002-09-26 - sapping my resolve akt akt akt
2002-09-24 - chasing amy songs
2002-09-23 - sucker punches, geeky singing, key
2002-09-22 - she had sex before i was kissed!
2002-09-21 - i made my tumbling check!
2002-09-21 - i have to go
2002-09-19 - how about love
2002-09-19 - La vie Boheme
2002-09-18 - To bed and then offbeat
2002-09-17 - TRUTH
2002-09-15 - i wish kat had seen it with me
2002-09-15 - buffy the musical will forever remind me
2002-09-14 - chris' party, three people threw up
2002-09-12 - i can't scream in my nightmares
2002-09-11 - relative normalacy
2002-09-10 - chasing amy, this took an hour to write
2002-09-08 - i used to write long entries
2002-09-08 - depressed cowering
2002-09-07 - i ran away from anna and kat's party
2002-09-05 - crazier than a fox
2002-09-03 - roy peterson sung corinnacorinna
2002-09-03 - stitches for open wounds
2002-09-02 - ambiguous summer reflections
2002-09-02 - jordan came home then ran away again
2002-09-01 - happy 5th anniversary
2002-08-29 - ipod imac, naked cuddles, psychotic
2002-08-28 - key 33, phone-transmitted-depression
2002-08-27 - i thought you knew me better than that
2002-08-27 - england, sims music, story, people disappearing, 7%
2002-08-25 - %% new year's resolution %%
2002-08-24 - nothing important, kind of licorice
2002-08-24 - quotes page, no party, confidential
2002-08-23 - think stoned, party betrayal
2002-08-22 - why do rich people live in grafton
2002-08-19 - kat and i are so similar, a big tent
2002-08-16 - i'm going to crash a women's concert
2002-08-15 - i still don't get it, explain!
2002-08-15 - whoa, back up!
2002-08-15 - cockring, fours
2002-08-15 - self-destructive tendencies, change, haven't cried
2002-08-14 - juxtapostional URGH, males and females
2002-08-14 - i still smell like her
2002-08-13 - that still makes me feel silly
2002-08-13 - sodden witch, skeleton in the closet
2002-08-12 - panic attack, old days, sunshine & beauty
2002-08-11 - no parent cottage part 1
2002-08-11 - list of judgemental arbiters
2002-08-11 - hey nothing exploded
2002-08-11 - repair is not a good idea
2002-08-11 - I wish Jordan and David had been there
2002-08-07 - this diary is so going to only be about sex soon
2002-08-05 - porchlight, comics, radio, story, slut?
2002-08-04 - fourth anniversary
2002-08-03 - random happiness, dilbert, ie works
2002-08-03 - Trapped at Chris'
2002-08-02 - She thinks I've never used one
2002-08-02 - It's getting routine, and Kat's concussion
2002-08-02 - Jordan... suicide, greying over, shame
2002-08-02 - Mind partitions, pre-14, and won't admit
2002-08-01 - Blissful love with Kat
2002-07-31 - Redemption and Kitten fight a lot
2002-07-30 - COTTAGE!!! Kat crying?
2002-07-21 - Cottage life
2002-07-20 - pampered & sleepovers
2002-07-18 - false suicide, lack of tact, and you'll hafta wait
2002-07-16 - tears for lost (violated?) unicorns
2002-07-13 - Byron Walker
2002-07-13 - warcraft 3 and mtv downtowm
2002-07-11 - my huge gaping flaw
2002-07-10 - crashing anna
2002-07-10 - evil plan and kat needs glasses
2002-07-10 - new cast list
2002-07-10 - bernardStrauss' code
2002-07-09 - perfect dark ar-33
2002-07-09 - the purity test and kat-cuddles
2002-07-07 - How rampancy, Corinna, and a large beetle relate
2002-07-07 - Don't wake her just yet
2002-07-05 - Escape from fort dad
2002-07-02 - what? dad's?
2002-07-02 - Worthless entry?
2002-07-02 - Older entries page is complete
2002-07-02 - Much less traumatic Canada Day
2002-07-01 - Wonderful day with Kat and bad pics
2002-06-30 - Cats and chairlegs
2002-06-29 - Guestbook under contruction
2002-06-29 - Other page schemes
2002-06-28 - New pfhor design
2002-06-26 - A marathon look?
2002-06-25 - Beautiful mind and they're back from music
2002-06-25 - Lucidity (but a crazy computer)
2002-06-25 - Leela tells me to sleep
2002-06-25 - Resurrection!
2002-06-24 - Ephemeron and WarCraft 3
2002-06-22 - I'm only half awake (but not dead)
2002-06-22 - Oops, I should have logged in (Smythe road)
2002-06-20 - Physics exam
2002-06-19 - Massive celestial objects
2002-06-18 - BritneySpears?
2002-06-18 - Not to mention petty
2002-06-17 - AMBIGUOUS REFLECTIONS
2002-06-17 - Little kids and -*-Joe-*-
2002-06-17 - The music council office
2002-06-17 - Graduation breakups
2002-06-16 - Entry 500 (sex, Corinna, and Kat)
2002-06-15 - "What would you know about sex?"
2002-06-15 - No more jokes and why the rain saddens
2002-06-14 - The rain reminds me of past happiness
2002-06-14 - Cleaning the music room (freedom)
2002-06-13 - "Would you give alcohol to an alcoholic?"
2002-06-13 - I loathe humans
2002-06-12 - Avery's html genius! :D (and my pic)
2002-06-12 - Jess Humm
2002-06-12 - choochoo
2002-06-12 - And I have two summatives tomorrow!
2002-06-11 - Jon is making a cheat sheet
2002-06-11 - Wankers
2002-06-11 - Damned school
2002-06-10 - Alex Millman
2002-06-10 - Zoé Hurtubise
2002-06-10 - Jeff Pinck
2002-06-10 - Deborah Brown
2002-06-10 - Kieran Humphries
2002-06-10 - Jason
2002-06-10 - Chris Longair
2002-06-10 - Multiple Personalities
2002-06-10 - Seasons by Ayumi Hamasaki
2002-06-10 - Feelings and words and yearbooks
2002-06-09 - "Does your mouth remember?"
2002-06-08 - Absurdly flirting
2002-06-06 - Now I missed 473!!!
2002-06-05 - -chan
2002-06-04 - Oops, I skipped number 468
2002-06-04 - A plague of punctuation!
2002-06-04 - Insane wahahaa
2002-06-04 - Skellies!
2002-06-04 - The very first entry quote
2002-06-03 - Time flying with Corinna watching
2002-06-03 - Aimless wandering, smiling at Cody and Byron
2002-06-02 - Harry Potter
2002-06-02 - Quotes, and Mr. Roboto
2002-06-02 - The last three days and Corinna showing up
2002-06-01 - Shallow quizzes
2002-05-30 - Michael Novotny
2002-05-29 - No more Physics project! [smiles edgily, tiredly]
2002-05-29 - Evil in my guestbook
2002-05-27 - Vai Vedrai and weekend plans?
2002-05-26 - Quidam
2002-05-26 - Corinna's Birthday
2002-05-21 - Corinna's bday is soon
2002-05-20 - Something killed D&D
2002-05-19 - Because I say my brother is a drugdealer
2002-05-19 - Offbeat is back
2002-05-18 - David's, then Jordan's, then Kat's
2002-05-17 - Drama thing finally finished
2002-05-17 - "But you are pretty! Really!"
2002-05-16 - If my skin was acid because of a drama review
2002-05-16 - People wonder why I don't like Joe
2002-05-15 - Melancholy poem
2002-05-15 - Not a catamite
2002-05-14 - I am Elwood P. Downes, so have fun offbeaters
2002-05-14 - Dammit listen to me
2002-05-13 - Double entry and jumpy thoughts
2002-05-13 - Grade 11 things that happened to me
2002-05-12 - An actual report on my weekend
2002-05-12 - Happy Mother's Day
2002-05-09 - I'm a girl :P from the Matrix!
2002-05-09 - (C)or-inn_a, Cordy, Kiki, Coca-cola
2002-05-09 - So her face is puffier
2002-05-08 - Be smart or be pleasant
2002-05-07 - The utter look of horror
2002-05-07 - Corinna takes over wherever she's fighting!
2002-05-06 - Beating red heart
2002-05-06 - It helps with the bitchiness
2002-05-06 - It was nice to hear from her again
2002-05-05 - Corinna can figure things out
2002-05-05 - And everything is better?
2002-05-05 - Megan and Earl, and dreams
2002-05-05 - A little bit of contrast
2002-05-05 - A long frustrated scream
2002-05-02 - Backgrounds that work again!
2002-05-02 - Serena is okay? :(
2002-05-02 - I want to be better than neutral
2002-05-02 - I want to be better than neutral
2002-05-01 - 5000 page views and Becky crisis
2002-05-01 - Almost 5000!
2002-04-30 - More voices
2002-04-30 - SpaceDanna
2002-04-30 - Nephrotic Syndrome and gay porn
2002-04-29 - Her email
2002-04-29 - Inner voices
2002-04-28 - Something I want to remember
2002-04-28 - A cloying smell
2002-04-27 - Gen from Saskatchewan
2002-04-27 - Long weekend
2002-04-25 - Oh, everybody knows?
2002-04-25 - Common Quizzes
2002-04-24 - Revelations
2002-04-24 - Happy Birthday Zoé!
2002-04-22 - Grr, parents are bossy
2002-04-22 - Saturday night fever
2002-04-22 - Quotes from Canterbury people!
2002-04-22 - Paranoid lucidity
2002-04-21 - Kat and Sandi
2002-04-20 - Becky bit me, and I'm bleeding
2002-04-18 - Drugs! :D
2002-04-17 - Oh, so it was a disgusting sandwich
2002-04-17 - Heintzan?
2002-04-17 - Codeine, so no lesson tonight
2002-04-16 - Phonology sex quotes
2002-04-16 - Honestly giving up
2002-04-15 - Corinna is happy, at least
2002-04-14 - An email for Corinna
2002-04-14 - Dreams of girls and quotes
2002-04-14 - "Stupid underwire"
2002-04-12 - Before the play
2002-04-10 - Gloves of lavender?
2002-04-09 - Preplay happy shopping
2002-04-08 - Improbability Factor!
2002-04-08 - Skin contact
2002-04-07 - The best AAS!
2002-04-06 - Yeah, I said Katherine.
2002-04-05 - The music room has a few dents in it
2002-04-04 - Becky Mardell
2002-04-04 - Alex Richards
2002-04-04 - Ironically.
2002-04-03 - Math partners
2002-04-03 - Moments involving KD
2002-04-02 - Maybe I'll just the shut the hell up
2002-04-02 - Yeah.. uh, sorry to be happy to talk to you.
2002-04-01 - Sleepovers shouldn't have sleep in them
2002-04-01 - Sleepover: Kevin Smith!
2002-03-31 - Whitecap
2002-03-29 - It's Friday, and Easter! :D
2002-03-27 - Physics
2002-03-27 - Contradictory feelings
2002-03-25 - Take a look at my hand if you don't believe me
2002-03-22 - Return - from the dead
2002-03-19 - Good bye... it's been real.
2002-03-19 - Experimentation hurts
2002-03-19 - Jeff and his sympathy, bah!
2002-03-18 - Well, not AAS exactly.
2002-03-18 - Pointless entry
2002-03-18 - Something, but I'm unhappy
2002-03-18 - Lunch?
2002-03-17 - Vodka
2002-03-16 - Musical Conversation
2002-03-16 - Damik
2002-03-15 - Monsters, am I in love?
2002-03-14 - When someone is better than me
2002-03-14 - Make Jon go crazy
2002-03-13 - samasamasamasamasamasama
2002-03-12 - Shawna, and two oddly similar girls
2002-03-12 - I would love to be that cat
2002-03-10 - Windy days
2002-03-10 - Sometimes staying up is a good thing
2002-03-10 - Yanick
2002-03-09 - To AAS we go!
2002-03-09 - Sleepykins
2002-03-08 - Hal
2002-03-08 - Lonely before March break?
2002-03-08 - Wengh, I'm cursed, boohoo!
2002-03-07 - Empty head on Thursday night
2002-03-06 - Tracho
2002-03-06 - Paul Strum
2002-03-06 - Betrayal, weekend style
2002-03-05 - "Kissy whore"
2002-03-05 - 3 months
2002-03-04 - Serenity?
2002-03-04 - Well, I don't want to say I told you so
2002-03-04 - Headaches from devil horns
2002-03-04 - Uncoordinated sadness
2002-03-03 - Tyler? Me?
2002-03-03 - Epiphany
2002-03-02 - Fireplaces...
2002-03-02 - Wow, I'm so glad I didn't scare you
2002-03-02 - Almost finished driving lessons
2002-03-02 - Descriptions of a talented writer?
2002-03-02 - PVPonline!
2002-03-01 - Robotics explanation
2002-02-28 - Website change!!!
2002-02-28 - You called me from Toronto?
2002-02-28 - I saved an angel's life
2002-02-28 - Depression is fleeting
2002-02-27 - Cutting shallowly
2002-02-27 - Lunchtime self-reflection
2002-02-26 - Cookies! Mm, cookieliscious.
2002-02-25 - Scary guys are mean
2002-02-24 - I, wow, them? Yikes... I guess that was inevitable
2002-02-24 - Olympics
2002-02-24 - Jess Larsen
2002-02-24 - Computer failure
2002-02-22 - That went from funny to depressing
2002-02-21 - I'll fix this later.
2002-02-21 - Little notes
2002-02-20 - Wow, there's a lack of foresight!
2002-02-19 - Note: Jess does not make me happier
2002-02-18 - Jess and Ian...
2002-02-18 - Well maybe things get better soon.
2002-02-17 - Dreams of a girl in Drama
2002-02-16 - Tummy girls
2002-02-16 - I like you n_n
2002-02-15 - hehehe
2002-02-14 - Valentine's!
2002-02-13 - Becky is a...
2002-02-12 - Beating up the long haired pretty boy
2002-02-12 - Sick again... worse...
2002-02-11 - Nameless pixies
2002-02-11 - Like an apology, though nothing is expected
2002-02-11 - Bacteria-induced hallucinations
2002-02-10 - I am very sick
2002-02-10 - Dawning comprehension
2002-02-09 - A bad Saturday
2002-02-09 - A bad Saturday
2002-02-08 - Doodahdoodahdoodahdoo, Immah supahgurl!
2002-02-08 - It's quiet and lonely on Friday
2002-02-08 - Out of my way?
2002-02-07 - Riyuu and Buru, sittin in a tree!
2002-02-07 - ...first real kiss on the lips...
2002-02-06 - Nice try, writer-boy
2002-02-06 - Things people say to annoy me
2002-02-06 - My speakers seem to be broken
2002-02-05 - Wah!
2002-02-05 - Soemthing I would've normally done
2002-02-04 - Hahahaha
2002-02-04 - Maybe I will be happy again
2002-02-03 - A bit of religious reality
2002-02-03 - Part A of Cast page is done
2002-02-03 - Okay then.
2002-02-03 - Back from Arion's, Kiki is aggravating
2002-02-02 - Rideau Center busing
2002-02-02 - Corinna shouldn't come to D&D
2002-02-02 - Quiet Resignation
2002-01-29 - regulated insanity
2002-01-29 - Two minute bellyshirts?
2002-01-29 - I love icq!
2002-01-27 - Save my soul Mahoro!
2002-01-27 - Ow!
2002-01-27 - Love is in the air
2002-01-26 - Losing it all
2002-01-26 - Chris' house with them in a closet
2002-01-25 - Leanne's post
2002-01-24 - Jess' diary
2002-01-23 - Yep
2002-01-21 - Chris...
2002-01-20 - Allesandro Colantonio
2002-01-17 - Thank you, and come back later
2002-01-17 - A little change of pace
2002-01-17 - Reason for this post
2002-01-17 - I stabbed in the eye!
2002-01-16 - Puzzling Statement
Jan 15, 2002 - From my tech class
2002-01-14 - Grounded with no time to lose
2002-01-13 - She replyed... finally.
2002-01-13 - Say "hi" to Jordan for me
2002-01-13 - Cross-dressing on a girl's whim
2002-01-12 - Log of my death
12/01/02 - chingching
2002-01-10 - French essays
2002-01-08 - Brightened
2002-01-07 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
2002-01-07 - Wishing for Arachnids?
2002-12-17 - Welcome to Fort Myers
2002-01-07 - Back from Florida
2001-12-16 - Freedom
2001-12-16 - Soon.
2001-12-16 - Why?
2001-12-15 - Final ending?
2001-12-15 - Snowball fights
2001-12-13 - Thursday mysteries!
2001-12-13 - It all worked out!
2001-12-13 - Good intentions?
2001-12-12 - Sure, whatever you say
2001-12-12 - Lucidity on IcQ
2001-12-11 - Infistemal debate?
2001-12-10 - Was it something I said?
2001-12-10 - Phantasms of the mind
2001-12-09 - Helplessness
2001-12-08 - A depression so deep that...
2001-12-08 - The Durance of Hate
2001-12-07 - Preia
2001-12-07 - Zoé said she'd hit me
2001-12-05 - (I've ruined?)
2001-12-05 - Some people are lucky
2001-12-04 - Music before Florida
2001-12-04 - Radial artery?
2001-12-03 - fgdf
2001-12-02 - What I've been doing for the past 2 hours
2001-12-02 - It's true
2001-12-02 - Anyone for some mild irony?
2001-12-01 - Hate is below zero
2001-12-01 - Things I shouldn't bring up so often
2001-11-29 - Contemptuous
2001-11-29 - Hehe, I win...
2001-11-27 - Saturday of contradiction
2001-11-25 - Tylenol
2001-11-24 - I wish
2001-11-23 - "friends"
2001-11-22 - Can you believe I have to give this to Leggat?
2001-11-21 - Girls are yucky
2001-11-21 - Secret Detractor
2001-11-20 - 200 days
2001-11-19 - This one's for you Geo
2001-11-19 - Where there are monsters in dreams
2001-11-18 - Hates me
2001-11-17 - Grafton's birthday parties
2001-11-16 - Mike, Becky, and Friday
2001-11-15 - Depressed after a good song
2001-11-14 - Parental Guidance
2001-11-13 - I told y... What the? It's raining tires!
2001-11-12 - Victim of a rubric
2001-11-12 - -
2001-11-12 - Alone and frightened
2001-11-11 - Non-existant day
2001-11-11 - Early morning silence
2001-11-11 - Running
2001-11-09 - Tastes like pennies
2001-11-09 - Remembrance
2001-11-07 - Disjointed!
2001-11-07 - Stating the obvious
2001-11-06 - Tears / Like mirrors of my soul/ Shattered
2001-11-06 - Nuclear Family
2001-11-05 - Invisible Aikido
2001-11-04 - I felt bad, then good, then worse
2001-11-04 - Haha! I'm the last one awake!
2001-11-03 - Someone randomly messaged me
2001-11-03 - RePpin - bLinG BLing bAbY
2001-11-03 - Gasoline
2001-11-03 - Picnic Tables
2001-11-03 - Quality
2001-11-02 - Bloody mice
2001-11-01 - Sickness in my head
2001-10-31 - You revolt me too
2001-10-31 - Hugs
2001-10-31 - Halloween
2001-10-30 - Alcohol
2001-10-30 - The above mentioned girl
2001-10-29 - Hehe, "Jon-chama"
2001-10-28 - No death for me yet
2001-10-28 - Game over
2001-10-28 - Vincent Valentine
2001-10-27 - Who was I just talking to?
2001-10-26 - The sad piano music
2001-10-26 - Things look better
2001-10-26 - Is it unhealthy?
2001-10-26 - Three and a half days
2001-10-25 - Ice
2001-10-25 - Complimentry
2001-10-24 - Break me
2001-10-24 - I'm a genius
2001-10-24 - It's best not to think of these things
2001-10-23 - A coherent stream of thought
2001-10-22 - In more ways than one
2001-10-21 - With vague salutations
2001-10-21 - SYSTEM ERROR
2001-10-19 - Um... thanks
2001-10-18 - I'm still resentful
2001-10-18 - Well, off to do Biology
2001-10-17 - Thanks, you idiots
2001-10-16 - Dead for Halloween
2001-10-16 - A clue in an important conversation
2001-10-15 - My life is a series of coincidences!
2001-10-14 - Happiness
2001-10-14 - "What codes? Answer the fucking question."
2001-10-14 - I think I'll run away for now...
2001-10-14 - Hello Katty (haha)
2001-10-13 - Recovery
2001-10-12 - The lowest entry ever...
2001-10-12 - Vroom
2001-10-11 - I hurt...
2001-10-11 - Absurdit